fading-love-in-autumn

Safari!!!

2012-01-17T12:45:00.001+08:00

Last Sunday night we went for clubbing.. Once I stepped in, I was kinda surprised to get a drink from a Manager who worked at the same place with me. I went there to get experience, so I figured out the reason they named the disco, Safari. you know Safari meant to be a shelter for wildlife. I think that must be a place for human to turn wild. hahaa! Unfortunately, nothing much wild there, probably I've seen more than that before.However, it's kinda fun and widen my knowledge of how people socializing with each other. I do understand how a guy couldn't resist their lust seeing those sexy girls dancing on the floor. I understand how guy tends to flirt with the girls, get the chance to touch anyone they want. It's like, whatever you do inside and tomorrow it'll be forgotten. It depends on how you see it, positively or negatively. However, this is a part of growing phase. and this is the first time I went with my friends but not the first time to club. hahaaa Imma good girl goes bad.. hahahhaa If you know me..

apart from that,
People often ask me, "are you a mixed?".. the funniest question I heard is, "Ini perempuan Malaysia ke?" =.=

Telephone

2012-01-11T12:18:00.001+08:00

the telephone

Everyday I am talking to you

I can't see your expressions and you can't see me in person. Everyday I am talking to strangers, I helped people through this telephone, that's my job. I love helping people, I feel bad when I couldn't help much.

Somehow,

I still couldn't find myself here.

SL wedding ceremony

2012-01-05T13:22:00.002+08:00

red packet for sisters^^

they look at each other=)

it's time for tea ceremony

We really had fun today, all those brothers are super sporting, they'll do whatever we plan.. It's funny to see them put lipstick on their lips and pass the banana around with their mouths.. hahahaa!~ The most romantic part was the bridegroom making promises and knelt down in front of the door for her before getting into the room. I really wish she will live happily ever after with him, sweet=) I bet she had fun today too, she laughed when he confessed and so on.. Happy bride of the day^^

Sin Ling's wedding

2012-01-04T22:46:00.004+08:00

Just came back from her wedding dinner. I am so envy to see her with her lovely husband. Both of them have quite identical faces, they have chubby cheeks and round eyes.Bagai pinang dibelah dua. In future, their baby must be very cute. Cute couple =3 She looks pretty tonight, with her nice gown and nice hair-do=) sweet and lovely. and tomorrow we will be her sisters to prank the brothers.. hahhaa we will wear black as the theme as most of us do not have white dress. hopefully our plan would run smoothly tomorrow^^

my story, I just notice my watch is spoilt=( In my life I only have two watches. The first watch is a digital watch I received from my dad when I was small, and it's not functioning anymore. and the second watch is given by him so that we can match each other, and he picked my favourite colour. Unfortunately, it's not functioning anymore =( I need to fix it back as soon as possible. so sad~ both watches are kinda meaningful for me.

my precious watches, it may not be pretty anymore but they're meaningful for me=D

my resolutions.

2012-01-03T13:47:00.000+08:00

my new year resolution, not only wanna stay pretty(quite a few of my friends advise me about this).. I wanna stay Beautiful from inside out.Think positive and be confident. And stand on a real stage, come out in a newspaper. hahahaa~
I want to earn lotsa money this year! Money not enough and it'll be enough because of my hardwork! gambate!~~~
As long as you are interested on it, no matter how you can get a job and earn money with it.
I don't need a millionaire to be my husband, I just need a capable man!
I want to be with him, if I get the chance I will change this two points which I know he doesn't like it:
1. Controlling behavior: This includes controlling the way you act, the way you think, the way you dress, the way you wear your hair/hijab and the way you spend your time. Know the difference between suggestions and demands. Demands are an expression of control and if the demands are implied, than you must do it or there will be consequences. All of these are clear indications of abusive personalities.
2. Anger issues:
I want to keep loving you without expecting any return =)and stop being annyoing to you. Please don't let me wait too long.
I want to get into University and must graduate!
Take actions more than words!

happy 2012=D

2012-01-01T00:13:00.002+08:00

It's a brand New Year, I can feel my luck changing to be better=D I hope all my dreams come true, i'll keep dreaming to make my dreams come true. As usual, begin with the end in our mind=) unfortunately, I can't even celebrate or wish him a happy new year, I am quite sad about it. Nvm. We almost met each other last two days,we were in the same restaurant, did I really miss the chance to talk to you face to face? or maybe just say HI to you. If we have fate, I know we will meet again some day=) Imy.

throughout this year, I just want to think positive and go with it! I wish I can go into University to study what I want and become a successful person. Perhaps I should really sing on a real stage like someone told me.. hahaa! I like that post so much, can't believe there's someone like my voice. =D if life without obstacles, it'll be too plain, so I am READY to face anything ahead me!! 2012 I am no fear of you, put your horse come=D

Sunrise

2011-12-26T22:33:00.001+08:00

yesterday was Christmas day but I couldn't get to online and update my blog. some things happen to me which were good and bad.. Good thing was, I was so lucky, I left my handphone on the cushion in the yet a kind Malay guy, picked it up and returned to me when I was on the way out from the gym.. argh, I really appreciate his kindness. =) Thank you so much. and after that i returned to the gym to try to connect to the internet, it was connected but couldn;t work, and another Malay was flirting, yucks~ this is what I thought it's bad.. however, i think I always have kind people around me.. hahahaa! hope it'll remain this way all the time=D

Today Sit Teng and I walked to our office, it;s the first day we saw sunlight since we came here for 6 days.. and we took a photo of it, we can see Theme Park form the building and the sunshine but still we felt so cold here.=3= currently I was hesitating how long i am gonna work here because of an aspect. I will take my time to think about it and yes I am going back to home soon.. hehheee^^

Christmas Eve

2011-12-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today I am going to join the countdown for Christmas day in First world.. haha dun talk about that. Today i reported to my department. and my first day to wear my uniform which looked like Interactor during my secondary school, the only difference was an addition of black stoking. So i went to my office and I met a lot of big big position people at Genting. I visited the whole Genting and know the road better=D hahah so I won't be lost next time and I knew lotsa shortcut here^^ I was amazed with a few places like Club Elite which is specialized for those rich people. They use millions to gamble in the casino too.. If I used millions to gamble I feel like killing myself, no choice they are rich!

First day was kinda bored, I realised i am not so suitable to work in an office, I am more interested with practical job. duh~ forget it. all I have to do is earn a lot of money and give my parents=D

Today I am lucky again=D I forgot to bring my bottle out and someone gave me a drink for a treat(no reason) hahahahaaa...

my working place

2011-12-22T18:33:00.001+08:00

Today is my second day recruited in Genting. Yesterday was so tired, running here and there carrying heavy luggages to our room. Time passes kinda s low, two days is kinda equal to one week here, probably because I am still not used to here. hmm.. tell you more stories about my life here. I shared my room with two roommates which are lesbians.. they are so funny and open-minded as I asked them bluntly, hahaha. That's how I try to get closer to them so we can be good roommate. We were so cooperative in cleaning our room to ensure we lived comfortably. It's kinda good to meet them, however, I hope I would still be myself(straight!) hahaha and we spent the two days with registration, orientation, dividing rooms and taking uniform tomorrow~

this is my bed! I tried to make myself comfortable with it! hahaha

yesterday when I reached, indirectly I got a new friend, a guy which is younger and we were travelling in the same van. it;s kinda weird because He doesn;t know ABC and so I have to guide him. Because of him I have some troubles while getting my room. Luckily with Yong Tze's help, the problem solved=) Last night was cold and today is cooler! sleep not so well=( I know after a while I am sure I can adapt with it. and update about Sit Teng's she was kinda fear to be alone in her room as nobody entered the room since she moved though, eventually there's a lot of stuffs belongs to two persons in that room. hmm.. and tonight she gotta sneak into my dorm=D hahaa.. we are going out to celebrate Yong Tze's birthday tonight! hehee^^

Only me and Sit Teng has the same designation, hopefully we can meet more new friends after the second and third batch recruited=D and I hope that our future manager is good to us~^^

2 days left to work

2011-12-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

I left two days to stay like a lazy pig at home. and I couldn't make it to sell this shoes. Anyway it's ok, if I couldn't sell it but if anyone interested with it, please tell me, leave a comment or find me in Facebook.*here*

FILA skytop shoes
size 8 (only one, it's brand new and never wear before)
ready stock
rm160(not include postage fee if you are not in Teluk Intan)
2NE1 the ambassador

I packed my stuffs already, so heavy and many things. I know I will miss home so I bring all my stuffs there to make it like a home. hahaha! Looking forward to a new place,new environment, new people and new experience! wish me luck=D
I feel like I have grown up now, no more siblings staying at home to accompany my parents, they must be thinking the same. I know I will miss them too, it;s like the first time I'll be leaving home for so long. the longest i ever experienced was 4 days only.. wuwuwuwu~T.T unbelievable right? However, I am sure I am not the worst.. hahaha=D ar!~ anyway I need to work hard, earn more money! Gambateh!

Curly hair

2011-12-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

I am so happy, this is the first time I perm my hair.. and I dyed brownish colour. hahahaa! nice or not? anyway if you see like this, you might say I looked like an auntie or old lady. Tell you what, come and see me in reality, I look good with it=D hahahahaa! A big change after STPM\(^.^)/

made by Ivan Hair Saloon^^

STPM is over!^^

2011-12-14T16:41:00.001+08:00

Today is my last paper,
last day taking STPM exam,
last battle in High school,
last day wearing school uniform,
last day daydreaming at school,
last day to enjoy school environment,
last day of high school life,
and I am one of the last 5 pupils(girls) remain in the hall till the last minute of the exam.
Finally we are officially graduated!

I'll miss high school and my friends. Take care mates. All the best in your life^^
珍重!
Lastly, pray hard for our good results! =D

sincerely,
GMQ =D

Early Christmas

2011-12-12T10:36:00.001+08:00

something special.. it had been quite long since I received a mail from a friend.. one year once.. not bad! hahaha wait where do you get my address? I gave you before? probably I forgot about it.. nvm...

Merry Christmas in advance!

I agree! this is so cool weh.. hahahahaa if there's a l"LIKE" button I really wanna hit it many many times..

You are the apple of my eye

2011-12-09T20:13:00.001+08:00

hmmm. with broken wound on my foot I feel extremely not well..=( woke up from nap and my mood is so terrible. Just like when I was small, when I woke up from nap, I would find for mummy, when I couldn't find her I would cry alone on the sofa. desire for someone to hold me and comfort me when I feel insecure. Yeah I am not at home now. Today I went to watch a Taiwanese movie which was my mission to come to KL. As usual love sick overwhelming me again, watching the movie made me think of him. sucks! Can't I just wake up from my stupid dream, or nightmare? I suppose to consider as a sweet dream, but whatever made me moody isn't a sweet dream..I feel like taking a cold bath now, rinse away my moodiness but I can't because I need to take care of my wound=(
Ok ok, looking from the other perspective, perhaps I should follow that main actor's footsteps to be a novelist. I am still thinking why the guy would let go of her? seeing his beloved girl to be with someone else who loves and cares more about her, maybe that guy should be the one. Why not?... nah~ It is just a movie!=)

Why guy tends to let go of the girl that once he loves so much? Did you guys think about the girl's feeling?

Woot Woot!

2011-12-05T18:10:00.001+08:00

I am so happy today. Finally the scariest subject ended today.. hahahaa History was kinda hard and easy today. God blessed me to do well in my exam.. hahahahaha! I wanna celebrate it! I think I am going to celebrate by playing many many rounds of Tetris Battle.. This is my new hobby, if you're free come and challenge, I no scare. hahaha.. jk. Two more Objective papers to go. yeah. Fight fight fight!

Thinking of my exam going to finish soon, I left two more weeks to stay at home, I know I'll miss home=( I'll miss my mum and dad, they so sayang me. T.T I need to go out and independent, no more like a "mummygirl" at home. because of my foot, I spent a lot of time at home, which makes me no regret but make me feel so reluctant to leave my mum and dad. Papa Mama Wo Ai Ni(goosebump)

Double Wedding

2011-12-03T00:33:00.001+08:00

I just came back from wedding dinner and vegetarian buffet dinner. It's my cousin's and nephew's wedding. Two different events on two consecutive days..The wedding was kinda not bad, I started to dream about my future.. hahaha! Oh, I am still hanging in the air, Monday I am going to take History exam.. T.T I am so scared.. no no I am not gonna let this two wedding affect my performance. Anyway iI just took some red wine, argh.. I was thinking of testing my limit, but I didn't make it. I have to study=D

I don't care, right after my STPM I wanna try once, only once to drink till I reach my limit to be drunk.I know it's not good, however I need to know my limit so I could prevent from getting drunk next time=D hehee...

when I see my cousin wedding, the more I feel that i want him back! T.T call me crazy... wuwuwuwu~ I am that loyal, just can't stop me from it=(

Hello December 2011

2011-12-01T15:42:00.001+08:00

when I opened my Facebook, I saw most of them were so excited welcome December. When December comes, the only thing I know is my Dad's birthday is coming. usually that's the only thing that i will be excited in December. However, this year we celebrated earlier because of my two cousins' wedding. One of it falls on my dad's birthday.

What I really wished for this December?

I wish, my foot will be fully recover so I can move around, jump, run and exercise! I don't wanna be lazy. I am so bored staying at home alone almost everyday while waiting for next paper to come.

I wish I can do well in three exams left.

I wish I can get a bunch of new friends at my future work place=)

I wish i will not be so boring at home

I wish I am more active rather than sitting in front of the computer

I wish I can forget him, even if he comes and find me(I know he won't), I wouldn't forgive him because I can't forget how he treated me badly like how I can't forget how he was so nice to me. Unless miracle happens.

I wish I would have a better life full of good surprises and joy!

I wish my Mum and Dad healthy always.. Long Live Papa Mama!~

I wish all my sisters doing good all the time=) successful in everything they do^^

I know this is crap I am boring too, I don't wanna be that boring anymore. why am I so lazy to be fun? at lesat i am not faking myself to be fun.. actually, nothing makes me excited or interested on it. After exam I'll pick up new hobby^^

lovesick

2011-11-28T22:00:00.001+08:00

the worst moment that I am having now.. It's like a film keep rolling in my mind. The more I insist to forget it, the more it'll haunt me. I know there'll be no good ending but I don't know why it keeps running through my head. People even getting bored listen to me, so I prefer not to tell anyone. Attention seeking that's what people will say, I don't want to look so pathetic. Thinking of it make me headache, almost everyday like having a migraine =( I know I need time to let it fade away, I just wonder how someone can let go everything so easily. I am just like a fool playing in this game, toy around till the player is getting bored and satisfied then throw away into a trash. I never know what the player thinks, as toy can't really understand the player's feeling. It's normal, human tend to want something new, something can fulfill their needs and happiness. sick!~ loyalty doesn't truly exist till someone found the right one..

Why am I not the right one and why can't you be the right one? that is the question..

random love#

2011-11-27T08:48:00.001+08:00

Where is the love?

Where is the patience?

Without both of it.. Nothing could work

That's how our story ends...

ps: QRST = Quietness Remains Some Truth

Party Tonight!

2011-11-27T00:23:00.001+08:00

It's already twelve something anyway I made it to reach home before twelve! hahaha I enjoyed the party a lot.. Happy Belated Birthday Kat!

It had been quite long for me to enjoy loud music, food and people around.. hahaha.. I was being not so sporting sitting there watching them.. day-dreaming(or maybe night-dreaming) hahaha I just love observing people. that's my hobby ; ) FUN~

it's exam season, aiya.. I need time to chill out too.. I know I know, I should study=) hahahaa

Four more left..

2011-11-24T11:46:00.001+08:00

We had to struggle three papers since Wednesday morning, afternoon and this morning.. three different subject.. I felt stressful last night and I slept and woke up in the midnight.. hahaha I don't feel peace if I didn;t study, so automatically I will wake up.. finally, four papers are done..

History paper 1 as usual my hand is numb and aching, writing 3 hours non-stop, I didn't know how many papers I've took and how many pages I've completed.. hmmm.. I was worried about the accuracy of my points.. However no point turning back, I will stop thinking of it, throw away all the notes and FOCUS!

next subject on next week=)

Gambateh!

STPM starts!

2011-11-21T20:09:00.001+08:00

We started our battle today and I am never gonna recall how I did this morning, all I know is focus on the next paper.. honestly, I feel the pressure now, the next paper is kinda a nightmare for me, I am not gonna repeat my mistakes during trial.. no more emotions that will influence me right now! argh.. be brave and face it!=DDD smile^^ Wednesday and Thursday there'll be 3 papers, so time management must be good.. Pray hard! =)

Welcome welcome!

2011-11-19T21:08:00.001+08:00

shy^^

small bone structure, short and round butt=)

New female golden retriever arrived my house.. her name is Girl girl(mistaken yesterday=.=), 2 years old. maybe she is yellow that's why her name is yellow.. she has a pink collar with a blue bell.. very shy, elegant and quite snobbish. my sister her attitude almost like me.. hahahaa

dear foot..

2011-11-18T15:23:00.001+08:00

I help my foot to make up..

foot ar foot...

quickly recover so i can wear my cute school shoes to school for STPM exam ya..

Shoes is waiting for you quite long dy.. ^^ heheee

Last Day of High School

2011-11-18T12:28:00.001+08:00

Who would really appreciate the last moment in high school? When I was in secondary school, leaving a school is no big deal. but now, as my last day in high school I know we couldn't turn back time anymore. Whatever passed is past, all we can do is enjoy the moment you are having now, never look back and forward. In this way we can really enjoy every moment of it, but do not neglect what you want to be in future.

In my next class, every was sobbing, hugging teacher that they love. aww... My class, we took a lot of photos around the school. Then before we are leaving we met the teachers who taught us, seeing my friends hugging my teacher was so touching.. hmm.. I didn't cry.. I leave with no regret, all sweet memories^^ after this, everyone will disperse to variety path of life. I will have my own walk of life, I may go to the University, working, getting married, travelling, grow old and leave the world. so.. Good bye to my school ^^(except going there for STPM) hehehee..

Today officially my high school ends

Auld Lang Syne

ps: One day sure will go back and visit again la..! hahaa

Smile^^

2011-11-16T21:58:00.001+08:00

the song is playing in my head.. hahaha.. I feel so relieve now.. do you watch the music video of Smile by Avril Lavigne before? the situation I am having now is just like the situation where avril took away the brkoen glasses from everyone. and the way smile because no more problems in their relationships.. me too.. finally I got the true answer from him, finally he tell me the answer.. anyway I know he wouldn't do this to me, I felt so relief. I can smile now, and my stress already gone.. I am so eager to study now! hahaha and I got back my facebook account from my sis.. I am no more a loner^^ no more depression.. yes yes yes! Optimistic always my first choice=)

BIG BIS SMILE =D =D =D

farewell party 2011

2011-11-16T16:57:00.001+08:00

I just came back to school and i feel very full now.. I taken my lunch and I eat again during the party.. I didn't really have fun in the party, the mood wasn't there.. duh~ I dunno why I dun have mood to study now.. just feel sleepy.. duh~ what is this mood? I thought I suppose to enjoy the party..neh=.=

2 days left to enjoy in the school=)

I am full enough to sleep now.. tata~

Personality reading..

2011-11-15T19:46:00.001+08:00

I met up Sit Teng and Esther when I was on the way back to class from toilet.. Then we talked under the sun for awhile.. gossip till we changed place to 7sc3.. What a Wonderful day! that's what Sit Teng said in the end of the day..

I brought my laptop so they were distracted as we gossip, we linked to horoscope, then we start to google about astrology.. we moved to blood type personality and mole reading.. hahaha.. I distracted them from doing maths and myself stopped halfway doing my History. I got a few moles which indicate good reading.. hahahahaa! proud proud. One of it is, I will bring good luck and wealth for my future husband.. =D

This is how wonderful when a girl get in a group.. Talk non-stop when we had big news(happy news from our friends)..

No matter girls or guys, everyone gossips! Don"t tell me you don't hahhahaa!

3 days left for schooling ='(

Grown-up Me

2011-11-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

yeah.. my spirit to study rising as exam coming soon.. I skipped school today as I expected, I did study at home..I hope I can continue to put effort on my studies for the rest of the week. then I won't feel so nervous while facing the exam. STPM our big big exam.. I really wanna finish it fast.. hold on, finish fast means high school ends fast... another wonderful memories that I have to keep.. No more teenage life, I will miss all the kind teachers at school seriously.. Compare to secondary, most of the teacher looked down on me, as I was a rebellious student but there's still some who really care about me(grateful). I knew a lot of new friends from there and walk the same path with my childhood friends.

let me talk about my high school.

edited by Xr Chloe

The teachers
In St. Anthony, at first I didn't like their style. Teaching style,no strict rules, boring-no-teacher-enter class and the students behaviours. It annoyed me seriously.. After I adapted myself with the scenarios there, and I enjoyed it.. I find it fun to talk to our teachers which were so friendly and they could discuss so many matters, from study to sex then to politics and current issues. You name it and they'll talk about it. They aren't sensitive nor narrow-minded. They let the students to feel confident with themselves, awarded their students when they deserved it, maybe because of the level of competition is low. At least I feel I was APPRECIATED and CONTRIBUTED something to the school. DO YOU KNOW HOW GOOD THE FEELING IS?=D hahahahahahhaa~I can see my big face on the magazine, awarded as Outstanding Student.. glad=) not to say I show off or what, I truly enjoyed the moment in my school.

My classmates
We have a total of 13 students in my class. We have different races in our class but the most is Chinese followed by Malay and Indian.I love my classmates, we used to share a lot of stories together, from different cultures, love story and even ghost stories. hahahaha.. We share our laughter and we always helped each other in our studies especially Business and History. I remember I taught the whole class to draw a graph during Pengajian Am. hahaha I liked to help them but because of my bad tempered, they kinda afraid or dislike me. I don't know but I know some really appreciate it. I learnt from them too, when someone offers something(food), do not reject, take a little bit to show courtesy=) I will always remember it!(silly me, sometimes I forgot)

My love story
The first time I saw him,I passed by the office where photography session was carried out. A guy sitting on the chair facing down. I was curious why is this guy's skin fairer and smoother than mine, then I wondered where is the guy from(he doesn't looked like local to me).I remember last year, I used to stand at the corridor or inside my class to peep my ex-lover parked his car, walked into the school. He always late=) hahaha.. At least I got the experience of falling in love during my high school, I studied in the same school with him for half year. I helped him through his SPM preparation. How sweet!^^ hahahaa.. We used to study together, went to library or Mcd together, that's how our love sparked. Although it's just a short while, I really appreciate the moment we spent together*big big hug*. I miss it =)

Everything is just like a puzzle. There's still a lot of puzzles out there that I need to find it myself. One by one I would place it properly to create a beautiful picture. Puzzles consist of different colours resemble the up and down. Some maybe be pretty, some may be ugly.That's how we grow up! When everything joined together, it forms a beautiful life^^

111111

2011-11-11T16:02:00.001+08:00

There are six 1 today... It'll be once in our lifetime and many people chose today to get married and so on.. guess what.. today is Single's day too.. 11th of November is celebrated as Singles' day in China since 1990 in an University..Singles would have "you char kuey" or "You tiao" as their breaskfast! Then it carry on as a special day for fashionable youth..

Korean used to celebrate it as Pepero Day(which is rocky sticks you can find in Malaysia) becasue 11.11 resembles four sticks of Pepero sticks. So the Singles will give each other Pepero as romantic gifts like Valentine's day.. so cute!!!

I missed my breakfast with "you char kuey"! =3=
as most of my friends are coupling now.. I didn't get to celebrate Singles' day.. Ar~ I think I'll buy myself strawberry ROCKY Sticks!=D hehehee

Ah Bou's story

2011-11-10T15:11:00.002+08:00

We adopted him in this early of the year.After holiday at Langkawi with my family,I remember the first time I met him was in my friend's house because he travelled by lorry from a pet centre. He looked so weak, and skinny. when he walked he was not stable.. and then we brought him back home , he was shy and too weak..My dad named him Ah Bou(treasure). My dog, Ah Wong(Lucky) got jealous and we had to protect Ah Bou from Ah Wong's attack. Time passed, Ah Bou grows fatter(healthier) and happier in our house.. He befriended with Ah Wong. He is a very lovely and friendly dog.. cute and always had a smile on it;s face. He liked to sleep infront of the door, even we moved him, he wouldn't wake up, he would lay on the floor like a lazy dog. When it comes to dinner or snacks, he will quickly ran to my mum and jump on me to get some snacks.. He liked rain, when you turn on the tap water he would go near to you..He like to play with water. How adorable he is, clumsy and cute^^ a 24++kg dog. Huge and heavy! He doesn;t know how to bark at strangers, he was friendly to anyone and everyone liked him.He only barks when he wanted to go out so badly, even sneaked out from the fences with its large body.

Ah Bou and Ah Wong
the cookies that I made

He is so beautiful
(the only hard copy photo of him we have)

Unfortunately, our good intention turned into a tragedy. My sis bathed him and put anti-ticks solution. he was poisoned and fell sick three days ago, he was brought to clinic for injections. He was reluctant to eat, and very weak. therefore we had to hospitalized him. Last night doctor announced that he couldn't be save anymore because the poison damaged its liver and its brain was too heaty. He puked some blood. We were so sad to hear that, we couldn't bring him back to home because the clinic was closed. He was alone in the cage, I felt so sorry to him, I think he must be afraid being alone. sad=( *sobs* It's not even a year he survived in our house.

dried blood on the floor, its body shrunken

my sis digging the grave

Burying. It has nice fur..

My sis, my nieces and I prayed for him

He needs to sleep now after a tiring battle

Rest In Peace

We will always miss you Ah Bou
you bring joy for all of us and it'll remains as our memories.

Happy retirement day

2011-11-09T16:18:00.000+08:00

today was the last assembly and teacher retirement day that I attend.. countdown 7 more days for schholong day^^ Too bad I didn't get the chance to phogrpah the situation while assembly.. and A teacher retired today, he seemed so sad to leave the school. I heard he was Anthonian too.. yeah.. A lot of memories will remain with him.. Arghh! I would like to comment about the video for the teacher.. All the photos were the same and it is edited on whatever kind of frame which looks like *touchwood* funeral photo! *touchwood*.. this is totally disrespectful and embarrassing, I wonder who are the one who did that video.. if I were him, I wouldn"t accept this video..

One more week, the very BIG exam coming soon.. Gambate!!!!!

Dramatic Sunday

2011-11-06T23:23:00.001+08:00

This morning I did something really not bad=) sometimes you can just save cost to buy table cloth.. here I use a very big orange plastic which can use as garbage bag and two pieces of mahjong paper^^ woo.. I wrapped my living room table neatly with it.. ta-da~ save money! recycling, GO GREEN!

This afternoon I went to Mcd to do my revision unfortunately a guy which is a pervert molested me.. I would say he purposely did that.. not once but a few times.. I was sitting on my chair and he passed by a few times behind me, I made sure that he could move(by pushing my table and chair forward) without touching me but that pervert kept rubbing my back even I sit up straight. I had tried to not lean on my chair to avoid from it but that stupid asshole used his hand and touched my back again.. arghh.. I don't know why I was mute, I was alone and no mood to talk. I wonder why a pervert would do this in front of his family duh~ truly prevert! I just feel like punching him! arghhh~

forget it! no I just finished partying with my family.. steamboat plus barberque...^^ yummy.. I am very full now=D

here some random photos^^

lover elephant which I want to show off.. for Him and for Her^^
(too bad I have no one to share now)

My medicine, a multivitamin and two anti-inflammation pills.. eat eat eat!

Check up (second round)

2011-11-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

I skipped school today.. went to check up again and it will be the last round. hahahaa..

Little big round head accompanying me in the car.. so cute^^ in future, my car will be decorated with this toy!

the wound with inner stitch so it won't leave obvious scar. you can see some blue on my toes.

Dr. Enjer removing the stitch =)

Finally I reached home and cleaned up my foot.. fresh from shower=) weee~

I think my wound expand as no more stitch sticking it.. duh~ swollen still there.. hope I can recover soon, then I can drive and walk to anywhere i like^^ hehehee

Ghost!

2011-11-02T14:12:00.001+08:00

a friend of mine, reminds me of we only left 10days in high school. So we only can eat canteen food only for only ten days, deducted holiday and weekends. So, I decided to jot down every special moment that we spent at school..

Everyday I'll have a special topic, which the idea came across my mind abruptly most of the time.. Yeah.. my brain can't stop functioning=D Today our topic is Ghost~ ooo... creepy, we talked about Malay ghost like saka, hantu pocong and toyol.
Indian, they have vampire and little ghost too, but I dunno what they called in their language.
Chinese, also have vampire which was so different with the western one plus those red attire ghosts who come for revenge and little ghost.
Western has Zombie, werewolves, and HOT vampire!

I believe the supernatural existence. And all the races has "bomoh" also known as witch=)
Then I asked my teacher today, "different races have different kind of ghost, do ghost has different races too? Do they talk with each other when they meet? or they are all the same, it's just that they changed their languages when talk to different races human?"..

My teacher laughing and my classmate too..This is the laugh of the day as we were so stress preparing for exam^^ We were wondering how the ghost communicate with each other?. One of my senior told that all the demons and ghost do assemble in a place, the most evil one will be in higher rank. It is according to an Ustaz in tv programme. I think Malaysia has the most type of ghosts!
We are living in multi-racial country.. How about them? LOL!

My beloved specs

2011-11-01T13:42:00.001+08:00

Everyday I have amazing moment to share.. I love my life=D seriously, i do.. I dropped my specs for the second. The first time I dropped into the same toilet bowl, the specs was still on my sight therefore, i used a metal rod to pick it up.. But this time.. no more! again the same mistake, I put my specs in my chest pocket and you know the process inside the toilet.. Poof. my specs dropped and you can hear the sound.. Immediately I looked for it in the hole. it's gone~ XD XD..=( and guess what, the hole was stucked with tissue and probably poo.. Ewww~ the old one gone, then I can get a new one!! wicked me.. hahaha

No end

2011-10-31T18:18:00.001+08:00

Today I just realize how big St. Anthony School is.. I walked like a tortoise carrying a quite heavy school bag, so slow and tiring. From my class to the toilet I spent around 15 minutes I guess which normally I used around 5 minutes only.. The worst is when I was going back, I walked and walked, my friends who came out later than me were heading. It was the toughest moment I felt. It's just like a walk that never ends. hmm.. Independent girl! Gambate!^^

Check up (Round 1)

2011-10-28T22:24:00.001+08:00

4 days after my surgery, I went to Enjer Singh Orthopedic and Physiotherapy Specialist for my first check up.. and what the doctor did was saying "Hi, Good Morning, How are you?" then he checked on my leg, took off the bandage and put a few stripes of plaster on the cotton(never remove since surgery was done). Done! I asked, "that's all?" and he laughed, "what else you want me to do?".. He made me laughed.. I thought he'll remove the stitches today, and I don't even know how my wound looks like till now.. Doctor told me that the scar is only a thin stripe.. I hope so! Surprise Surprise^^

again, my cute foot which was swollen, my dad said it's because I walked too much

I was in the clinic waiting for the doctor

currently, this is how my foot looks like

After my visit to the clinic, we went to Fu Shan(a very famous Dim Sum restaurant at Ipoh) for Dim Sum.. this is Wan Tan Mee, I think the bowl is nice, so I took a photo of it.. the Wan Tan(s) is really big!

My parents spent so much money on my surgery and food at Ipoh, well, I did contribute some pennies too.. hahaha.. 55cents for the Dim Sum meal.(not even enough for tax!)XP

my Surgery

2011-10-24T18:57:00.005+08:00

Do you notice that I have a lump on my foot? (if you are my friend) and yeah, today I just remove it.
I tell out how I felt that time.. this is the first i have done a surgery on my foot. OmG~!!! Do you know how pain it was??! Imagine, you are conscious and you can see the process of someone cutting your skin, bleeding. Then I stopped, I didn't wanna look anymore, so the doctor started to dig or maybe squeezed out the "moulded liquid" from my ganglion. I can feel my nerve tightened and my bone was pressed.. I screamed out loud man.. T.T Oh yeah, before that the doctor injected painkiller, but I still can feel it.. I felt so cold inside, my hands were cold, and tears dripping(not much). Finally, it was done after the doctor stitched my wound=) I felt so numb.. the lump is gone.. gone.. goneeee

my cute feet^^

Anyway I still can walk, just limping.. Congratulations to me because I have to spend my Deepavali holiday at home for the whole week=D it'd aching while I walk. Genie, I wish I'll have a wheelchair or a prince charming would bring me to anywhere I like.. hahahahaa!

Farming or Gardening?

2011-10-23T09:07:00.003+08:00

Anyway, is plucking the fruits..
Second day for the holiday, I started my day with such a challenging task. I walked into my bathroom and started to brush my teeth, suddenly my mum asked,"Hey do you mind to help me to pluck the fruits?".. many things running into my mind like, I have to climb upstairs? pluck the fruits? I never tried before and yes I will do it! Okay stop thinking, So I started my work with my mum holding the stairs so I wouldn't fall down.. It's really high, no doubt, I completed the task! woooohoooo!~ Do not pluck the fruits if raining last night because your whole body will get wet=.=

small orchard in my house compound=D you can see Sugar cane, Papaya, Lime tree, Longan tree
How productive?! My mum really good. Guess what, dragon fruit is hiding below the Longan tree^^

The big one we plucked and the small one leave it to grow.

fruits! what it called? urm... I forgot the name, Mata Kucing? Longan? argh.. in conclusion it's local fruits with white juicy flesh and black round seed=)

I am looking forward till the end of the day^^

Starts well ends well... hahahaa

A door..

2011-10-21T15:28:00.001+08:00

There's a fun fact about door.. Do you know what is the function of the glass on a door?

The answer is to look through outside, so when you open it, you can avoid from hitting people who passes by the door.

Guess what, I was passing by an office in my school and I bang the door when a teacher opened it. He never said sorry and I was pissed off and left=( Now I know that even a door with glass couldn't prevent human from banging human who is walking at outside. and I am not angry now.. hahahaha

=)Randomly thinking of sharing the fun fact of a door^^

Bodhichitta Night

2011-10-16T10:01:00.000+08:00

It was an event for charity purpose where PBHP will be raising fund for their new building. So we have to dance to worship Guan Zi Zai which they'll place the God in the building. I feel so lucky to be one of the thousands eyes and hands for the Guan Yin=)

Before

my big bob, set from saloon=D

my dark face^^

+foundation

+facepower+foundation+eyeshadows

ta-da~ finished with perfect eyebrow,eyesliner,lipsticks and a pottu on the middle of my eyebrow^^ pretty me?

I looked like a Nyonya or maybe a Lion dancer instead of the dancer for Guan Yin=D

one of the helper with me, there are actually two of them but one of them is so shy=) without them we can't dance so perfectly.

Me and Liy, she's the one who asked me to join the Guan Zi Zai Pu Sa dance. We took photo after the event

some of the dancers behind me. I don't have our group photos=( Soon it'll appear in Facebook^^

Buddha at the middle of the foyer where people enter. Pretty=D

Chicken=D

2011-10-14T16:04:00.001+08:00

hold your knife, ready... and chop!
It was my first time chopping a fresh chicken, it's not that the chicken was still moving. I just couldn't aim the right place. I chopped and chopped and chopped again.. until my mum couldn't resist it. hahahaha I have to return the chicken to my mum=D instead of chopping, I was about to dice it.
only an half chicken.. hahaha wonderful experience.
Chicken, listen here, I am gonna chop you perfectly one day, to prove how good cook I am! =)

Tedious

2011-10-09T13:54:00.001+08:00

I live in boredom. I have quite a big family. but I am lonely now, I used to have companies which were my four elder siblings. Everyone goes to their own way, working and universities, left me alone at home, still in secondary school(High School) =( Bored when I have no one to talk to, mummy and daddy busy working.. Argh, I didn't know I am so pathetic. I like talking but no one listen, aiks.. my sis keep asking me to talk to my dogs=.=" that potato dog, only have blur expression, no response, talk to it also no fun.

I keep on sighing, sigh for nothing. It's not good to sigh because I am not in bad condition actually. My mind, body and soul are still here, living alone make me crazy. So next time, if you want to build a family make sure you have more children maybe 3 or 4 or more! If you have only one child, your child will be bored to death unless you decided to be housewife or live with your big family.

I should have study study study!. How many times I told myself to study? I did actually but it only last for half hour. How much input I got? maybe 5% of it. duh~ What am I doing? People are striving so hard for exam, tell themselves not to enjoy till exam is over. What happened to me? Where is my 5hours study per day principle? *poof* Disappear! I am still enjoying myself watching movies and drama. And playing computer games, Spider and Angrybirds. Oh~ please sAVEEee me!

Yes, only I can save myself! My Soul controls my Mind, and my Mind controls my Body. that's how it works! ok ok, my Soul help me!!!=D

The Notebook

2011-10-05T13:45:00.001+08:00

" Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment for it."
~Nicholas Sparks~

Just English

2011-10-03T16:00:00.001+08:00

we were lucky to receive a free book for each person, Just English. It is small but quite informative. I had read an article about Calm and Move On. Quite a meaningful article, however it explain that not many people would quit of something easily especially female. So people would practice Try, Try, and Try again. that's mean if we failed to try for thrice, it not worth to make the fourth anymore.

Another section is about gossip, it taught us how we can find a group who likes you,behaves like you and thinks like you. normally ppl would like each other when they dislike ones in common. that's how gossip started yet it's not good for health because it'll create hatreds and anger. We better mute ourselves than saying wrong words^^ Nobody would let their beloved ones to be hurt.

Already 19

2011-10-02T20:53:00.001+08:00

My sis told me, "you are big girl, you should solve my problems on your own now.." yeah, I agree!

I am not satisfied when my problem still hanging there like a clock(tick tock tick tock)-unsolve.
I'd made my first move to ask for what I want to know, to make me feel better and to forget about this problem. However I am so frustrated with it because that someone couldn't give me the answer.
No matter how many thousand questions I asked or how many thousand times I asked for the, till now I still cannot get the answer. Why? It's a big and important issue for me although it's a small issue for you. Why human must be ego? Selfishness would kill you one day. Come on, we are grown up right? Where's your balls?(mungkin dia memang tak ada bola kut, hahahahahah!XD)
Please do not torture me anymore, just give me the answer and brightens up my day! Thank you.

LOve myself

2011-10-01T22:00:00.001+08:00

I went to KL last Friday and I skipped school. the first time I skipped school, many people started teasing me playing truant=( However, I rewarded myself, I went to One Utama and met up Ada, shopping with my sis. Spent for those unnecessaries. tell you what, I was so dumb to take a cab from Duta to Kota dmaansara for RM35.20.(expensive than my bus ticket to kl!)

Special treat for myself, I enjoyed eating this alone. I cut the coupon from newspaper and bought this with double scoops ice-cream price=) (cheapskate)

trying to be creative by curving my bus ticket into love shape. there you can see, LOVE Go Genting!

I LOVE my shoes(souvenir from my sis in Korea during CNY)

it would be wasted if I didn't wear it so I did. some people really look at my shoes.. hahahaa

I LOVE myself. I just got a job in Genting Hotel for my next year holidays=)

sincerely, muah muah!

kissing rabbit socks, souvenir from my eldest sis from Korea.

RainDrop by IU

2011-09-30T07:40:00.001+08:00

So-na-gi-ga na-ryeo-on-da
Nae meo-ri-wi-ro gab-ja-gi mal-do eobs-i
Jeo-jeo-beo-ri-gett-na
Chu-eok-i heul-reo nae-rin-da
Dda-ra nun-mul-do heu-reun-da
Ba-bo-cheo-reom
Jib-e-ga-neun-gil a-jik-do meol-gi-man-han-de
U-san-do eobs-i gam-gi-geol-ril-geot-man gat-a
I gil-i neo-e-ge-ro dol-a-gal-su itt-neun gil-i-myeon
Jeo-jeo-do joh-eun-de
Oh Rain Drop Oh Rain Drop
Sa-rang-i cham mo-ja-ra-gu-na
Oh Rain Drop Oh Rain Drop
Sa-rang-eu jeo bit-bang-ul-cheo-reom
Mo-du gga-mah-ge i-jeo-beo-ri-go
Jeo-jeo beo-ri-go-seon a-pa-ha-neun gam-gi-gat-eun geol-gga-yo
Ji-nan yeo-reum-nal haet-sa-ra-rae jja-jeung-nae-go
Dwi-dol-a seo-beo-rin nae eo-ri-seok-eum
Ye-jeon-cheo-reom u-san-eul deul-go seo-itt-neu neo-reul bon-da-myeon
Cham-joh-eul geot-gat-a
Oh Rain Drop Oh Rain Drop
Sa-rang-i cham mo-ja-ra-gu na
Oh Rain Drop Oh Rain Drop
Sa-rang-eun jeo bit-bang-ul-cheo-reom
Mo-du gga-mah-ge i-jeo-beo-ri-go
Jeo-jeo beo-ri-go-seon a-pa-ha-neun gam-gi-gat-eun geol-gga-yo
Swib-ge nae-chyeo-beo-rin mal
Ya-sok-haett-deo yae-gi-ro
Manh-i sang-cheo-ba-da-sseul ne-ga-seum i-ji-man
O a-jik-do nae-ga itt-da-myeon
Geu-an-e nae-ga itt-da-myeon
Jeo-jeun bal-ro dal-ryeo-ga-go-man ship-eo
oh rain drop oh rain drop
Sa-rang-i cham mo-ja-ra-gu na
oh rain drop oh rain drop
Sa-rang-eun cheo bit-bang-ul-cheo-reom
Jeong-mal gga-mah-ge i-jeo-beo-ri-go
Jeo-jeo beo-ri-go-seon a-pa-ha-neun gam-gi-gat-eun geol-gga-yo
Geu-reon mot-doen gam-gi-gat-eu geol-gga-yo
Nae sa-rang-eu hang-sang wae i-reol-gga-yo

Translation

Suddenly the rain pours on my head

Without a word, I will get wet

The memory is falling down

Along the tears, just like a fool

The road to home, still there’s a long way to go

I have no umbrella, it seems like I’ll only catch a cold

If I have you on this road leading to that place

Although I’ll get wet, still it’s good

Oh rain drop, Oh rain drop

Love is so heartless

Oh rain drop, Oh rain drop

Love is like raindrop

Coldly, it drenches me

Will I catch a cold that gives me pain as that time again?

Talk about our bitter farewell a great while ago

And turn back together with you, who left me

If we go back to this vulgarity as in the past again

How good is it?

Oh rain drop, Oh rain drop

Love is so heartless

Oh rain drop, Oh rain drop

Love is like raindrop

Coldly, it drenches me

Will I catch a cold that gives me pain as that time again?

By incosiderate words you said easily

Even if it fills my heart with painful wounds

If I have you and you have me in your heart

I want to run with these soaking feet

Oh rain drop, Oh rain drop

Love is so heartless

Oh rain drop, Oh rain drop

Love is like raindrop

Coldly, it drenches me

Will I catch a cold that gives me pain as that time again?

Will I have that bad cold?

My love is still painting you

Dentist!

2011-09-28T18:54:00.004+08:00

I was opening my mouth for almost half hour I think, my mouth was so dried. Siting, lay my head back down in a cold room. I don;t understand their dental language.
I woke up abruptly in my room just like having a nightmare.. I thought I am just suffering severe toothache and flu but the pain couldn't compare with my heartache.
It's already two years I didn't go for check up, and now I did. Guess what I've met my eldest sister's schoolmate which was the dentist in the public clinic. Wow! after seven years from his form 6, he became a dentist and my sis is a teacher now.

Back to the school this morning, there was an education fair in the hall. So I walked around and found a book which was suitable for me. LAW. yeah, I think I have set my aim to be a lawyer, the book introduces the job, money that we can earn and about ATC college.I think this college would be my alternative if I couldn't get into local universities. However, the expenses are high, I really need to struggle hard to get good result in STP. I don't want to burden my dad and mum. I came from a poor background, everything is just enough for me and of course I am satisfied with my life. The only thing is, I really don't want to be look down by others. I want better life for my parents=)

Que sera sera, whatever will be will be.

2011-09-27T22:30:00.001+08:00

you owe me an explanation. after you explain everything, I only will feel relieve I guess. Tired on guessing~
How are we going to explain to our family? backstabbing each other? I don't think I'll do that.

As far as I concern your friends talked bad things about me, but it doesn't matter. Of course I was angry at first but I think I shouldn't be angry because you must be upset too..I was wondering did you protect me in front of your friends? Honestly, I did, you are really a good guy, too bad friends influence changed you. When you keep quiet, you are not giving your chance to fix the problem. Why you did this to me? To prank me, test me or your friend fooling me around? Why did your friend pick up when I called you, normally you wouldn't let other ppl touch the phone. What happened behind the scene actually?

Ask yourself, are you mature enough to save our relationship? Please don't judge me if you don't even know me.

I keep questioning myself, keep wondering why. nuts, talk to myself is my nature.. siao poXD

2011-09-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

There's a lot of things I wanted to say.. just couldn't find a suitable person, or maybe I shall choose to talk to a wall or talk to the tree? writing in my blog is too open to the public however, I wouldn't know whose my reader is.

Argh, pathetic. I always want an everlasting first love till I get married with the same person. Why? why this happen to me? please don't misunderstand, I am not that play girl kind of that would change partner when they are bored. I believe in power of love, not like certain people who don't believe it. my dream is destroyed just like that.

I don't want to end it just like this, I definitely don't want to let this end. I can't help to let it end, can you bare to let your partner having a relationship with a girl at outside because he or she is lonely? asking me to separate for awhile because he started a relationship with another girl?! O.o Or maybe this is fake story just to let me give up on him. I don't wanna know more. what if it is true? and what if it is fake? I told myself not to give second chance to the guy who disloyal to me. I really couldn't accept him back if it's true.

I admit, I am selfish I don't like to share a guy with others(no girls like it). I guess I just lost to a girl. A girl, who is a biatch, or maybe he is the one who is itchy and unfaithful. Why everyone thought that go to a big city means u are a grown up and sex is needed? Why can't we hold the principle to have sex only after marriage? No sex no life? FU! you can control your lust ok! those who can't control their lust are just like animal which has no brain like human. So you wanna be human or animal? or maybe you are not religious enough. You are really a good guy, really. whoever who got you must be really lucky, but it's just this stupid attitude cannot be changed!

I am a LOSER. I just lost in a battle of love. I am not good enough. or maybe I lost trust in you. I always trust you. Even when you lied, I do believe in you. So how can I understand you if you lied to me?
I always take things seriously as you said(which you dislike), please don't tell me you didn't take our relationship seriously all these while? So you wanna be serious or you want to play? I've been trying to save our relationship for so many times, I tried my best to talk to you again even when I was angry(which I don't do most of the time). I always take the first move to solve our problems and this time.. I guess nobody will take the first move anymore. I don't know how long I would be sobbing because of this. It's THE END =(

2011-09-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

It's heartbreaking when someone pretend not to see what ones see.

It's heartbreaking when blood dripping out of your heart as no one would heal it.

It's heartbreaking when heart burst like a balloon but no one care

It;s heartbreaking when we don't understand each other

Why am I always the one who make the first move? Couldn't it be the other way round?

sometimes you are DUMB but it doesn't mean you MUST be dumb forever..

patience has limit. Appreciate what you have, if it's too late, there's no regret

I don't wish to regret for the rest of my life. Just pray and hope for the best

Happy 19th birthday=D

2011-09-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

I got my pink pendrive from my cousin and facial session from my sis and her boy earlier before my birthday.. wahahaha, I enjoyed so much=D on my birthday, that's how I celebrated...

I got my Angrybirds cake!

I got my birthday present^^

I got a bunch of friends celebrating my birthday=D, thanks my friends! muah muah~

Money cannot buy happiness, although I got an expensive goods or a big cake. Sincerity from the bottom of your heart is the most important. Thank you so much for those wishing me Happy Birthday!

Getting married!

2011-08-12T17:04:00.002+08:00

According to Chinese Lunar calendar, it's July which is Hungry ghost month, where the ghosts come out from hell to visit the Earth. Last two days my dad had a dream, a girl, she came and informed my dad that she's getting married soon. My dad said that she's a pretty girl, average height, short hair and a bit similar like my siblings. She's our eldest sis! I was kind of happy when I heard of that, no fear. My dad seek for God, and God said that she came just to inform my dad before she left=) she knew where we are all the time. Believe or not, it seems real. So we're planning to pray for her, burn paper clothes, jewelleries and money for her^^hoping that she'll have a good life in the other world.

You can assume this as a fairy tale but it's true story for me..

27 years ago,mum was pregnant for the first time, her first baby which was my eldest sister passed away after two weeks she was born.

709 rally

2011-07-10T12:17:00.007+08:00

Malaysians are all over the world. Citizens voices shall be heard.. Unity can change it all for our future=) We want peace! We want clean!

Tear gas

A. Samad Said waiting outside Staidum Merdeka

OKU and senior citizen

Shen Zhen, China

Chicago

Doha,Qatar

Korea

Liverpool

Mesir

Austria

Washington

Portland

Paris

New York

Taiwan

Singapore

Thailand

Canada

Switzerland

Japan

Hong Kong

New Zealand

London

San Francisco

Adelaide, Australia

We UNITE, let's be proud to be a Malaysian!

TSD Championship 2011 (Free fighting) day 2

2011-07-03T17:20:00.003+08:00

Yeah! Jo Ann and me won bronze medal.. finally we have seniors who got medal

Winning or losing is not important

as long as we compete with pride^^ yeah!

after running for Larian 1 Murid 1 Sukan, netball friendly match and free fight today.. I felt so tired.. Finally I can rest now \(^(oo)^)/

TSD Championship 2011 (Free fighting) day 1

2011-07-02T18:36:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to my juniors again.. today the really did well.. I enjoyed watching their free fight although it was their first time to fight in Tang Soo Do championship. I am so proud with you guys.. hahaha

I like the way Sit Teng fight with her TKD style.. amazing=D

Vinayagam- Bronze

Alex Yang-Silver

Kenny- Silver(his second medal)

overall all of them got a medal except Kah Lok and us(seniors)=(

^^can't wait for tomorrow...

TSD Championship 2011 (Formation)

2011-06-26T16:23:00.002+08:00

yeah~ I'm glad that I did well just now.. hahaha, I never felt so light during competition before, I was not in cold feet and my score were like 7,7,6half. consider as not bad for me already =D wahahaha. so far St. Anthony gained two golds and two bronzes for formation. yay! bravo to our juniors.=D

Congratulations to,

Jonah Chai (gold)

Kenny Leow Wei Khean (gold)

Sritaran (bronze)

Kavin (bronze)

for those who are defeated, try our best again in free fighting ya!!~~ gambate!

Cub Prix 2011

2011-06-25T17:25:00.003+08:00

Teluk Intan became the tourist attraction now.. traffic jam in the town because of the event.. wow! TI developed so much. It was held last year too but I only watched from roadside and this year, I managed to get into the exhibition and watched those racers practising=D Brooom~ Broom.. cool!

the best part of the exhibition was the one with our national athletes infos and even their medals, sports equipment^^

a little empathy

2011-06-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

That's me, I can sob non-stop because of a puppy injured. I would feel sad when I passed by an accident where victim injures seriously, sometimes I even dropped tears..

I feel so sad when I couldn't help to save a life, no matter human, or animals.(I'm not qualified to be a doctor)

but sometimes, the feeling of empathy can result conflicts to occur, some people may think when it's over, it's over.. no feeling of guilt or empathy.

I believe a little bit of empathy doesn't cost you much. I believe we can have a more loving community with just a little bit of empathy in everyone's heart.

our Glory in TiEC 2011

2011-06-19T20:55:00.004+08:00

our teacher advisor Tuan Haji Mahpuzillah

Helpers and supporters^^ Grace had been so excited while watching and commented a lot on others presentation, I couldn't stop laughing^^

Presentation begin with category B presented by Ch Tan, Jo Ann and Melvin

we took some photos while waiting for category B finalist result^^

We are SASTI Corporation=D

Project A above

Project B below

and we were so beria-ia to go up on stage before the finalist was announce, hahahaa!

group photo with our teacher advisors, Pn, Nurlida and Cikgu Fatin

final began for category B

proceeded with category A first round after lunch! from left, Me, Xr Chloe and Su Yin

we went into the main hall with music and teachers!^^ so proud

this is the final part for category A

look at me! I presented in front of everyone.. hahahaha!

Q&A session

we received a lot of compliments, we were so happy!

Prize-giving session=D

1st runner-up for overall (weird result ever, lack of something as they said, I wonder what's that?)
big big group photo^^ and we still managed to promote our products^^
each envelope consists of RM500 (if we are overall Champion, we'll have one envelope with RM 1000)
Show me the money!
the plaques^^
It'll be my best memory in form 6 life I believe=D overwhelming happiness, touched, effort and teamwork over three months, can make me smile for the entire week^^ we make our school proud, we make our teachers proud including our friends and finally our family members especially our parents^^ we might not get the title of Overall Champion but in everyone heart, i believe we are the one! hahahaha self-declare overall Champion=D

Double champ in one shot!

2011-06-18T20:55:00.005+08:00

Our GLORY!

yay! We were so happy after we were announce as CHAMPION for both category A and B. We managed to impressed everyone with our ZAP ME products and nasi lemak Mak Cik Laila project!

arghh~ the feeling of happiness so overwhelming after so much effort that we contributed over 3 months!

I really want to Thank my teammate, Ch Tan, Xr Chloe, Su Yin Kay-ean, Melvin Kong and Jo Ann for being so cooperative and work together as we face so many challenges throughout the whole project. And most importantly the helpers which help us in so many things.. At last our hardworks are paid! and our good teachers were so supportive^^ the funniest moment was one of my friend told me, " Are they competing for cooking competition? All the way teaching how to cook their products." hahahaha..

this is the first time I presented my speech in such formal way in front of so many people and the judges were like lecturer in UTP and big company CEO. For the first time to win Three prizes, and we went up to the stage 7 times in total! I remember the comments were like, "you all are really young entrepreneur and really fulfill the aim from Waste To Wealth", " I wish I were you when I was young" and some said " congratulations, I have no comment for you guys, you guys really impressed me.."..

OMG, what a touching moment!=)

ps: Unfortunately, we were not awarded the Grand prize which was the Overall Champion title but 1st runner-up although we won for both category. but it's fine! as long as we won RM1500 cash prizes^^ smile until cannot see my eyes=D

tomorrow?! TiEC competition.

2011-06-17T17:50:00.003+08:00

BIG day! there are a few things I must remember to bring.. hmm, materials bag, products, speaker, shoes, my bag and myself^^ wear formal attire with high heels=D

We are kinda nervous anyway, after so long hardwork, finally the day is coming tomorrow!

tomorrow 6.20am must reach school! Gambateh^^

Pray hard for us, friends! Be positive=D

Anonymous hacking Malaysia.gov tomorrow!

2011-06-14T17:01:00.008+08:00

Is this what Malaysian expecting to occur tomorrow? After all, we cannot deny that our country is so corrupted.. what will happen tomorrow? I am so excited^^ how the government would take action over this matter? hahaha.. what a great hacker team managed to threaten our government..

JC, I hope one day you can achieve your ambition to be a hacker too^^

again, trip with him..

2011-06-08T00:51:00.006+08:00

Buffet at Shogun

shop for clothes

and ice skating.. he actually fell down that day(6/6/2011).. hahaaa I let go of his hand and poof, he was on the ice.. one fall is better then two right? hahaaa *cruel me*

it's the first time for him anyway,however he managed to skate on the ice=D bravo!

and finally Tutti Frutti.. I like it!

Thanks JC=D

Just wanna be alone

2011-05-28T11:04:00.005+08:00

It's always my fault. It's always me who started the fire.. yeah and that's why I chose to be alone now.. just say me whatever you want, I'm sensitive, weird, crazy, insane or a freak. whatever, if u can't resist me to be like this, then we don't talk anymore. one thing, just don't think you are too good to critic. why is it always ME?

no matter who I met, I ended up to be like this. argh!

gloomy day go away,bright day comes to me!

just wanna be alone and meditate=)

Friends

2011-05-21T07:34:00.004+08:00

What's friends for? to share everything together? in that case, I don't share everything with my friends,example like secret. generally, friends do share good things together. don't forget friends do help each other=)

I am just going to confess everything out, you like it or not, I wouldn't bother, if you don't like it and feel that you will be pissed off after reading it just don;t read it. and if you think I am not rational, you can just get away from my blog. But if you would like to understand me, you are welcome to read=D

sometimes I just got the feeling like I am being used by my friends, when they needed you, they started t text you for your help. and when they don't need it, they wouldn't even bother to text you. I understand sometimes we really need friends helping hands, I do sometimes. generally when I got help from a person I'll keep in my mind and promise to myself in my heart that I'll pay back one day or just hoping that someone will return it one day.

Friends. Do not promise your friends in their faces so easily, please think twice before you made your promises. it will bring false hope to your friend and end up with disappointment

I'm not exactly a bad person, sometimes I really like to help people. I help them because I believe somehow they'll feel they need to take the initiative to change. Please do not misunderstand my help to you will be forever and it becomes my responsibilities? huh? Do you question yourself, are you feeling guilty to rely on people so much? Or maybe you really feel guilty about it, do you take the initiative to change so that you won't be relying on people so much? or you think it will be okay to rely on people all the time without bothering their feelings?

and what people(someone close to me) talk about me when I am so stupid to help people all the time. people will ask, "what do you get in return?" perhaps I'll say, friends to hang out with me. now I am so sure that I am totally dumb.you can call me stingy, I won't just keep quiet like a fool now.

Anyway, I'm not that cruel,if you really need my help, I'll help. I always think when I help people sincerely, I don't need any reward. everything will return to me one day. I really don't mind helping people.

However, friends please do ask sincerely when you really need a help from your friends. Do not act like you deserve it or whatever. Friends do not have this kind of responsibility to you.

Give and Take, but don't just take!

ps: if you feel hurt or hate me after reading this, sorry. I am just telling you how hurt I am when friends treated me like this. talking face to face will not be a good idea for me that's why I choose to blog because this space belongs to me=D

last day before judgement day?

2011-05-20T14:41:00.003+08:00

I was reading through the wall and notice everyone posted 520 with a love, initially I don't get the meaning until someone post talking about today is love. because 520 stands for I love you. hahaa now only I realize how wonderful that my mum was born on today's date=D

and one of my friend posted that today is the last day before the Judgement day as stated in Bible. I wouldn't have notice that until I saw the post. I've been wondering all this while, would it happen like what's in the Bible? I am so curious bout this.. let's see what will happen tomorrow.

however, I'll ignore everything and concentrate on my mum's birthday today=D hahaha

Happy Birthday, mum!^^ I promise I'll be a successful person in future=D

Exam ends=)

2011-05-16T13:30:00.003+08:00

finally my Mid-year exam is over!!! I am so happy.. hahaa that's mean I can continue dreaming as usual... I been through hard time to fight against my dreamy attitude.. the last paper, as usual was History. I write until the veins on my hand appear obviously. I have not anough time to write about China=( nvm.. I know I tried my best!

sometimes history is hard, but I still love it. we always learn from history, so you better not to hate history=D we can't change it, the only thing we can fix with our own hands is the future=) learn from history for the betterment of our future^^

however my war hasn't over yet, I still need to fight fight fight!

hahaha.. clover wedding competition.

2011-05-06T12:58:00.005+08:00

actually I am not sure what the prizes are.. but I just simple register the photo of me and Dickson.. I was on dilemma, dunno which photo to choose finally I chose the one below=D hope I can reach my target, fellow readers, I know I have not much reader and spammers, please help em to vote in facebook, here please click this link hehehe^^

firstly please "like" Clover Wedding page then only like my photo to vote for me. arigato!~ terima kasih. Thank you very much.

you will see the photo the one below in the link^^

TSD Friendly Match St. Anthony vs Horley Methodist

2011-04-30T12:35:00.006+08:00

woke up early in the morning and I received a call from Esther," People are waiting outside the hall but the door is not open yet".. That's what she said, so I decided to go there without breakfast. stomach cramped the whole morning, luckily I ate a bread=D smiley face of Esther after receiving the medal and I was blocked by her and next is Shammini(my first medal ever in my life for formation)

hahaha!(laugh proudly)

some of the Horley students receiving prizes.. amazing our members ratio to Horley's members is 1:4 fortunately, we gained most of the prizes we took part.. hahahaaa it was a success event.. finally done! next match for TSD is Annual Championship on June or July, stay tune~ ; )

here, our nice seniors helping Kavin because of cramped leg.. and our dedicated Master Chin as the saviour=D

and lastly, thanks for our instructor on duty^^

Zap me Collections=D

2011-04-29T16:45:00.009+08:00

These are our accessories collections, we have 9 designs=d but love, bow and frog has two different colours=D kawaii!

clearer view^^ how cute they are? tell me yes=Dhehee

here's my first made big frog, medium frog by Xr, and pink frog. our limited editions. we have a lot of limited edition design, too bad we didn't collect them earlier and we sold out=(

but it's all right,as long as we can provide innovative and creative products=D hahahaa!~

Flood in my schOol

2011-04-29T16:23:00.003+08:00

I've stop blogging for quite awhile.. here I'm gonna post about my school..rained heavily this morning, flood, it was the first time as I heard that our school flooded, guess what. the naughty boys downstairs folded origami ships and release on the water.. hahaha so fun!~ It reminds me of my primary school moment. we used to play during flood in the school. everyone will immerse their feet in the cold water and kicked as we splashed on each other.. hahaa

the flood reach quite high level.

the sinking ships=D flood throughout the field too..

paper ship by Xr chloeXD

even a pre-U student play with this.. hahahaaa

ZAP Me!

2011-04-16T17:17:00.006+08:00

follow the steps^^

I'm using it too
some of the teacher using it too..
pencil case,even the calculator can fit into it

variety of colour of zips=)
all accessories made by a bunch of students in SMK St. Anthony, Teluk Intan, thanks for their efforts and feel free buy it to support us!^^ how cute they are=)hehee

the main concept of Zap Me is, you can zap your accessories on the pouch and pencil case you bought from us, all accessories are attached with zap as well as the pencil case and pouch. zap on the pouch and pencil case is soft so it would not irritate your hands to touch it=D you can add or minus the accessories as your wish=D even without the accessories, the pencil case and pouch are just nice with the patterns on it. All are handmade adn made from unwanted jeans and cloths

To purchase the products feel free to contact CH Tan, Kellyg Mingqiu, Xr Chole, Lim Jo Ann,

Suyin Kay-ean or Mellvin Cutler in Facebook for more informations=) thank you!^^

It's time to run!

2011-04-15T19:31:00.002+08:00

Once I reached my home, the two dogs came to me like little children begging for me to free them.. hahaha, so I open the gate to release them and I took my bicycle~ while cycling they're following around me.. running happily.. I enjoyed the evening so much with my dogs.. they are so amazing,even they can't speak like human, the gestures could make me happy=D they are so adorable~*feel like pinching them*hehee

I love my pets! Dogs are always man's bestfriend^^

I'm RICH

2011-04-05T19:25:00.005+08:00

I'm RICH because I have enough food
I'm RICH because I have a warm house
I'm RICH because I have Family love
I'm RICH because I have education
I'm RICH because I have everything that's enough for me to live
Rich and poor is not about how much money you have, it's how you value the things in your life^^

this is my definition of I'M RICH=D

the poor don't really have what you're having now, so let's appreciate the food that you eat, the house that you stay, the clothes that you wear and the love that you received
lastly, don't say you're poor if you got everything that is sufficient for your living. This is how you can be rich!

We Will ROCK You!

2011-04-03T10:31:00.008+08:00

Last night was a successful event except for the PA system problem=( nvm it's ok.. hahhaha although we have one problem at the eleventh minute about our VIP, we still could handle it right.. everything went smoothly, all the performers did a very good job! I need to thank many of you once again..~ After my team worked so hard for last night I was so happy that we made it! tell you what, we proven to the LION that Leo club in SASTI improved compare to last time=D we will not be looked down anymore^^ hahahahaaa

Rehearsal^^

our emcee, On Eng Heng

our dedicated organizing committee

Anthonian School Band

Ballerina, Bee Xuan and Win Shean

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Overdrive

During the Event

Overdrive performing

and the crowds=D

group photo, Leo Club of SAsti, 24 seasons Drum from San Min, Diabolo from San Min Suwa and Overdrive

From left Jayv the drummer,Chun Wai, Bee Xuan the ballerina, Me, Tuck Chee and Ada=)

We Will ROCK you!

and lastly me^^ hahaha

the end for the memorable night^^

I really enjoy the great performances from different schools^^ thanks guys for those who attending=D last night was the first time I organize an event, spoke for a few words in front of public, and make the event successful! and it was the first time for our board to ROar roar roar! wahahahahahhaa~ Sorry if anything inconvenience for you guys xP

Oh yeah.. almost forget.. hmm after the tired event, I went to celebrate Michelle's birthday^^hope she's really happy with it. I was not energetic enough to be a freak! lalalaa~

ps:I wish I have a camera or simply a gadget for me to take photos. I don't own it because I think it's not necessary though-.-

CAre

2011-03-30T20:16:00.002+08:00

when people comment on my status, my blog...they do it because they still care about me^^ hahaha. I appreciate it so much but sometimes because I'm too naughty then people don't want to bother me anymore.

lately, I've been so busy with so many things.. my hectic life as usual, but I like it=D I didn't know why must I have conflict with people.. the feeling of not satisfy inside of me, I know I shouldn't feel that, i overcome it but still, when i dislike someone,hardly I would change my mind. anyway, after I complain many times, then slowly I'll forget about that. Not everyone can accept me to be like this but nevermind...duh~ actually nothing big happened, I just simply comment about myself here.

I just came back from hospital just now.. my friend accident, although I don't know the other victim well,I'm happy that I was able to lend a helping hand. I sent them to hospital and waited for them to be done. my friend was guilty of the accident, anyway they have no serious injuries, and everything was all right.. hahahaha... (ok, i know I shouldn't laughXD)

I keep quiet.. tata~

myself=)

2011-03-26T09:58:00.006+08:00

I was not in a good condition for these few days.. last three days, my dog(golden retriever) was caught by the dog catcher even he was with his license..Huh! but it's fine after we got him from the town council=)

the next day, after I came back from school, I noticed the disc player in my car was stolen by morons! I parked my car without locking it in front of school, I knew that's my mistakes.. duh~ however that's my belonging you cannot touch it!~

Yesterday I was thinking is there any challenge waiting for me? and yeah~ He is leaving to kl this morning=( last night was his farewell.. I told myself, it's alright because he's taking his first step for his future career, I should be happy and let him go! hahahahahaa=D Go Go! however I'll support you=)

weeks passed, I found myself that from athlete to fighter then I became singer and actress.. now I become a business girl and tailor..and I am loquacious all the time. I wonder how many skills I have?everyone has unlimited skills. However, all of my skills are average or maybe below average.. which one should I develop for my future? or maybe I should wait for time to pass and see if I can find a better skill for me to learn=)

now I'm doing business with a bunch of teammates^^ product cannot be post in the internet because we are afraid that the other team will copy our ideas=) it's regarding TiEC competition anyway(if you read my previous post) friends! we need more idea for creative and innovative products, any idea?

Genting Trip with you=)

2011-03-20T23:00:00.006+08:00

Morning, 19th of march 2011

we're on the way to Genting!

view from cable car!

and we syok sendiri..

on the jetplane while waiting for my cousin=)

my first time to watch 4D Motion Master

unfortunately,the movie was not so nice=(

row row row the boat gently down the stream.. hahaha

shower cap was needed for Go Kart in the theme park(to cover my hair from stinky helmet)hahhaaa it was my first experience too

Snow World! we went in. we played with the snow.. hahaha I enjoyed so much with you!

and bowling as our last game versus my sis and her friend(I lost the game=3=)

我好开心跟你一起去玩！thanks for accompany me to experience everything.. hahaha.. it was your first time to play Flying Coaster and archery too.. hahaha.. besides, we went to the night market, most of the stalls recommended by Ho Chiak! and we watch the mascot and clown parade and fireworks!^^

When I was cold, you warmth my hands and squeezed me

when my feet ache, you carried me

when I needed you to accompany me, you will always do..

when I wanted to eat, you bought delicious food for me..

when the fireworks were covered by the fogs, you pretend that it existed and watched together with me.

Chuan Chuan! thank you very much!~ thank you for spending your time with me although it's just one day trip, I appreciate it so much^^ next time we will plan for more trip ya=Dhehee

ps:next time be more stylish when you go out with me!

SUPER VI 2011

2011-03-20T08:38:00.008+08:00

DAY 1-Right after the first match versus UTAR,Kampar we reached our hostel in SMK Muhibah Sg. Siput.. the mattress was stinks and yellowish... we were ready to settle in the hostel^^

finished watching Rapunzel as our entertainment in the hostel, there you see my laptop on the pillow and I dunno what I was doing..

colourful jersey pants while queueing at Marybrown=)

DAY 2-ready for second match versus Kerian

1,2,3,4,5,6,7...11where's another girl?

we were waiting for the van to come.. and took a group photo=)

after match we went to Ipoh parade.. and visit the Book FAir.. wah.. paradise for all of us..

steamboat at MP with Ah Boon=D

while waiting for the opening ceremony at Indera Mulia Stadium, we took a few group photos

we are the "old ones"(officially the last year for us)

1 Malaysia traditional dance^^

and finally we celebrated Jing Fen's birthday, unfortunately everyone was under the weather, anyway happy belated birthday!^^

DAY 3-no photo, it was the most boring day because we got to stay in the hostel only.. we played congkak, poker cards and play laptop game.. we were fooled by our coach that we were eliminated before quarter final but it was fake(we even ready to pack our luggages).. however we were still unfortunate to meet Ipoh and Taiping in the quarter final=___=(we were not good enough to play with them actually)

but we enjoyed KFC at night.

DaY4- we packed our stuffs and ready to go back after the two matches.. here a group photo with Kerian!

with coach and the van

the "old ones" and coach

overall, I'm happy to meet everyone there but I was not really enjoying the moment there.. I notice I fell in love with basketball again, hence I'll play it in university next time(if I manage to get in).. I hope it'll bring a good memory for me in future=D

confession

2011-03-12T13:13:00.003+08:00

you are not wrong but you are not right

I am conscious with my decision, with my thoughts, I don't feel guilty thinking that way eventually I think that I am right and I feel relief..

I always believe in my instinct when my heart say no, then I have no doubt to say no

When the choice comes to protecting myself, I will be rational, think twice before I make the decision..

all I can say is, Girls, don't be afraid to say NO when it comes to protecting yourself although it may effect your beloved partners' feelings..

I feel bad, sad and indescribable emotions overwhelming me.

this is the mistake that you made..

(just put the blame on me) I won't feel regret

TiEC camp!

2011-03-06T21:22:00.003+08:00

Let's talk about what's happening these two days.. TiEC stands for Teens In Environment Corporation.. NoW I can see that we are starting to be young entrepeneurs! 4 of us went to the camp together to learn and gained experience of this competition.. We gained our experiences and knowledges without paying a single cent as what Chee Hooi and Jo Ann said..

The best part of the camp was most of us got prizes for each competition except the XY game! hahahahaa.. we won for the Creative game and Business game. guess what,in Creative game we produced a handbag with newspaper^^(after CH insisted to do handbag rather than a vase)buy one free one! next about Business game was about the real life, we had to create a product with the items we wanted to buy in limited time.. amazingly, my Ladybug bag won the prize! easy, fast and skillful me!XD hahahaa finally, the proudest was Xr Chloe won the best female participant award in the camp! We have another two members, secret weapons! *evil laugh*

We learnt a lot from there, we were so glad to be involve and now we are ready to carry out the projects for 2 months!
28th of May, UTP, we are coming soon to conquer you! hahahaha

Thank you SIFE team for organizing it!

Anthonian 54th Sports day!

2011-02-26T17:25:00.008+08:00

Sports Day done! Finally I achieved my target to be the best female athlete in my life! I felt so proud of myself(wide smile)=D.. hehehehee^^*blush* Anthonian Sports day was different from the Sports day I experienced at Convent.. Convent was more competitive because we had more girls and merrier.. however I enjoyed myself today!~ I am very happy! =D Thank you my friends to practise together, for making the mascots together and good sportmanship too!^^ As for Leo, today sale was not as good as previously.. hmm, it's ok, let's roar for the next project! hahahaa

Ant(Yong Tze) and Ladybug(Sit teng)
by me=D

Mascots with great spirit!

running 200m(from left: Christine,Siew yen, Jagadis and me^^) reaching the end

Second place for 4x100m(from left Christine,Me, Jayasri and Jo ann

Best Athlete Award for C category=D
the way i stand looks odd=O
C303 that's my number=) RED spirit!(behind me)

Next, prepare for MArch exam and Basketball tournament Sukan Perak(SUPER)=) GambaTEH!

random

2011-02-25T21:48:00.003+08:00

I wish I can sing and play guitar(easiest instrument)=D

busy week

2011-02-25T21:24:00.003+08:00

mood=broken heart(don't ask me why)
I had dinner alone at outside.. long time never do this already, I felt awkward actually. It's like people staring at you, wondering if I had any company with me.. duh~ who cares about what the outsiders thinking? That's what I used to think last time, but now, my thoughts changed. I kept figuring who should I call for dinner with me??=.=" in my mind, everyone will be busy and lazy to hang out with me, so I decided to be independent!

Tomorrow will be Sports Day, I'm so excited.. I hope I can achieved my target tomorrow-to get as many gold medals as I could! and I hope the mascots will be cool tomorrow!=D cute ladybird and unique ant!(designed by me and fellow friends to help) oh yeah, I'll update everything aboutSports' Day tomorrow=)
next week will be my preparation for March test! Gambateh kudasai!~

Sanctum

2011-02-20T01:42:00.005+08:00

Just came back from movie.. I gotta tell you this.. it's worth watching it.. must watch! it's an adventurous movie in the cave and touching.. all about fatherhood and son.. curious about the storyline, go to the cinema and watch it now! It takes my breath away~

Rhys Wakefield(he is cute=D)

the movie was casted at Goldcoast, Australia.. how wonderful the world is.. the beauty of underwater and stones.. good rock climbers and divers.. I wish to be adventurous like them.
one day I will!

Different school, ridiculous rules..

2011-02-19T14:29:00.003+08:00

high jump today, my favourite game.. damn! something ridiculous happened.. previously in my secondary school, you can make your own record by adding the height until you couldn't jump over,but ridiculous rule was set in my high school.. after everyone is defeated, you have no chance to add little by little and you must break last year record directly.. what rule is this?(pissed off) how about our own record? ='( 116cm in school magazine is like so ugly.. wuwuwu~ I know I can't break the record, but I might jump over the height she recorded!( I believe I can)

unfortunately, Jo Ann(for long jump) and I don't have the chance to get our own record=( but I want to wish congratulations Jane(she got her chance=) for breaking the previous record for "lontar peluru".. wahahhaha~

for others, winning or losing doesn't important, the most important is sportmanship and you enjoy yourself^^

1..2.. Tarik!

2011-02-18T14:17:00.003+08:00

Tarik Tali~ not teh tarik.. hahaha.. it was fun this morning..

first round,Rumah Merah(Red) which is my team versus Rumah Kuning(Yellow), ahahha within 10seconds we manage to win! hahahaha

second round, Rumah Biru(Blue) vs Rumah Hijau(Green), Rumah Hijau won with their full cooperation among each other^^

next Final, Red vs Green, we lost because of our weak strategy and Green was the Champion!~ hahahaha

anyway I was so happy to participate in this game.. duh~ I was having menstrual pain and diarrhoea at the same time yet I never give up playing sports! hahahaa wish me luck for High jump tomorrow^^ I hope I can get well soon=D

Dear form 6 friends, this would be the last year for us to join sports activities for our high school..sobs :'(.. let's appreciate the moment together happily=D

Happy Valentine's Day!^^

2011-02-14T23:43:00.005+08:00

Before the last second , I want to blog about my date.. hahaha.. the photos can describe the story of tonight^^ my first valentine's celebration with you.. =D thank you for everything.. everything that comes from the bottom of your heart, 11roses,chocolate, chain, dinner and movie=D I think I'll keep smiling in my heart even when I'm sleeping.. hahahaa a memorable night^^

Just for you

Chocolate and roses, basic gifts for Valentine's day

I appreciate it!

Chocolate lava, just like movie, feeding each other^^

while waiting...

waited for so long..(half an hour)

my food is served for quite long before his=)

That's the Valentine's set we ordered

after dinner, planning for movie!

holding hands, he likes the bracelet(Thanks Cass), I'm so glad he likes it=)

for you & for me(teddy bear)^^

and everything together in one.. thank you very much.

the best gift is that you brighten up my life, Chuan~=D

I heart you=)*shy*

let me be the cupid^^

2011-02-12T17:10:00.004+08:00

can you feel the atmosphere of Love?

hahaha.. do you know about Valentine's day? different country have different cultures for Valentine's day.. here I collected info from wikipedia, i don't own it, I just copy and paste it:)

In South Korea, similar to Japan, women give chocolate to men on February 14, and men give non-chocolate candy to women on March 14 (White Day). On April 14 (Black Day), those who did not receive anything on the 14th of Feb or March go to a Chinese restaurant to eat black noodles (jajangmyeon) and "mourn" their single life. Koreans also celebrate Pepero Day on November 11, when young couples give each other Pepero cookies. The date '11/11' is intended to resemble the long shape of the cookie. The 14th of every month marks a love-related day in Korea, although most of them are obscure. From January to December: Candle Day, Valentine's Day, White Day, Black Day, Rose Day, Kiss Day, Silver Day, Green Day, Music Day, Wine Day, Movie Day, and Hug Day.

In China, the common situation is the man gives chocolate, flowers or both to the woman that he loves.

In Taiwan the situation is the reverse of Japan's. Men give gifts to women in Valentine's Day, and women return them in White Day

these are a few examples of customs in Asia countries.. It depends on which customs you decided to follow.. hahaha

IF you want know more, just google it.. hahaha=D

ps: planning for something with my friends for our mates^^

being emotional

2011-02-11T20:20:00.005+08:00

I notice that I can't be alone because I'll think of nonsense.. think of my life, death and people..

then i'll feel that I'm useless because I'm too lazy,aimless.. negative feelings overwhelming me.. argh! going to be insane soon.. people chasing their dreams but I'm still stuck at here, I'm so scared I can't live my life to the fullest.. when I grow older, life getting shorter, that's the fact=(

Next, a friend of mine flying to overseas today. It was kinda wasted for not having a farewell party with her.. although we are not very close somehow I still want to wish her all the best and have a safe journey Isabelle Tan! =D I'm envy of her actually, further study in overseas ,so much fun^^ I hope I can experience study abroad too.. all the best!

This year would be the first year for me to celebrate Valentine's DAy with you.. you always hope that I would blog about you.. hahaha we have been together for 4months, darling! Thank you for everything. I wish to have a great Valentine's Day together with you. Please like my present for you^^ ( teddy bear, beep beep~ beep beep beep) Naughty boy! It's your first time too, so let's appreciate the moment together! I can't wait. hahaha

conclusion,when you get the opportunity to do that something, you must be determine and try your best no matter how! then there'll be no guilts and regrets in your life..

reunion dinner 2011

2011-02-02T11:04:00.003+08:00

Rabbit Year coming soon.. tomorrow we'll celebrate the brand new year, wishing everyone blessed with prosperous health and wealth for Rabbit year^^ leaves the bad pasts behind, steps forward with new hope.. after cleaning my room, I felt the fresh air, that must be Feng Shui! hahahaa

Tonight will be the night where Chinese(s) will reunite with their families for dinner..It's a tradition since long ago, end with a happiness moment with family until the last second and starts with a happy new year. As usual, my family and I will go to the temple to pray. This year may not be complete without my two sisters which will not be back for CNY but they'll celebrate on their own. hahaha

I can't wait to wear new clothes which I kept since last month.. wah wah! brand new year with brand new style.. I spent almost RM300 for my clothes. ok let's not talk about that.

I hope the Rabbit year will brightens your life=) Succeed in everything you do, think positive always and live happily with your family forever^^

cOokies part 2!

2011-01-26T16:39:00.003+08:00

Introducing my Happy Family^^

hahaha, I kept the leftover dough from last Sunday then I made my home sweet home version cookies^^

from the top, my cute home

follow by my mummy love my daddy

Eldest sis, Second sis, Third sis, Forth sis and ME=)

LOVE

Chun Chao,Chai Chen,Chuan Cheen, Chu Ken and Jun chuan

Ah Bou(newcomer) and Ah Wong(since 2006)

cute doggie hahahaha...

The Dinosaur was made by my third sis, my family is filled with LOVE.. hahahahaa

the cOokies may not be perfect but when you taste it you will know it sincerely comes from my heart.. hehee

ps:the toe is not mineXD, is Chuan Cheen's=)

cOokies~

2011-01-23T23:37:00.008+08:00

This afternoon,two guys and I made cookies today.. a surprise for our partners^^ hahahaa.. we made Chocolate sugar cookies and choco cornflakes(simply a name), I found the recipe from Internet=) haha and I modified it to improve the texture..

that two males have two faces each(one male and one female) and small chocolate sugar cookies! It was the first time for three of us to make cookies! wahahhaa we tried and error,with the help of the two males, we successfully produce the cookies!=) weee~~

simple recipe for choco cornflakes

1.two bars of chocolate (300g)

2.cornflakes or rice dunno what(I suggest any cereals you want)(1oog)

then, follow the steps

1.cut the chocolate into smaller pieces,heat up the chocolate until it melts(use a pan to boil the water then partially immerse the pot of chocolate to heat it)

2.remove the chocolate from heat after it melts

3.crumple the cornflakes with your hand

4.mix the cornflakes into the melted choco(or any cereals)

5.pour it on a tray and refrigerate it(thickness, as you wish=)

6.after it became hard then u can cut any shapes u like^^

*some sort like Kuih Batik or CRISPY which you can buy at the groceries..

here it goes, chocolate sugar cookies that I made especially for my boy

comel face=)

#we had to lie to our partners just to make the cookies secretly=3=# hehee

Reminder^^

2011-01-16T20:08:00.004+08:00

Chinese New Year coming soon. It'll be on 3rd of February, Gong Xi Fa Cai!^^
this post is just a reminder for me of what else I need for this CNY, I haven't complete my shopping yet!T.T

1.shoes(pretty heels but not so high)
2.pants(long jeans)
3.t-short
4.jacket(any style)
5.accessories perhaps
6.CNY cards

I didn't online often, didn't even post my story about Langkawi trip with my family last week(7/1/11-9/1/11).. blog,forgive me to dump you aside=)

anyway, here's my activities for this month and next month=)
1.tidy up my house for CNY^^,shop for goods as well=D(excited)
2.Jane's and Jo ann's birthday(coming soon,presents!)
3.Merentas Desa on 22th of January(i've been practising for it actully, hahahaXD)
4.Valentines's Day(if he's still with me, a lovely present maybe^^)
5.Celebrate Chinese New Year!^^(3rd of feb until 18th of Feb)
6.Sports' Day on 26th of Feb
7.STUDY every night(gambateh!)

just simply updates my friends who misses me when I didn't online or meet often.. hahahaha..lalalala.. have a nice day!

Wahai Sang Ming Qiu!

2011-01-06T16:13:00.002+08:00

if you are familiar with this, then you'll know.. hahaa.. I just received a small gift from a friend, there I saw a piece of surat cinta.. hahahhaa... old fashion style of mail.. I wonder where can I put the photo, if put on the refrigerator too public dy..

Thanks a lot, I appreciate it!

when you come back, make sure we take nicer photo ya=D that one not nice.. XDhahaa

I like your phrase, now musim Natal, jangan mengatal ya.. hahahhaa

reminds me of the lame pantun made by my teacher in school.. adui~

MUET result!

2011-01-06T14:23:00.003+08:00

It is officially released today but most of my friends checked it yesterday.. I was planning to wait for the letter but for certain reason, I decided to online and checked it out just now...

Congrates me!

I got band 4!=D I know band 4 is not something extraordinary.. but I am satisfied with my achievement!=) at least band 4 is qualified for most of the universities in Malaysia. I'm so glad!(touching)

With band 4, I can save my parents money from letting me go for tuition and for the registration fee..now I can skip the next test on April.(no worries)^^ perhaps, I can get better result for next test, then I am able to improve my language slowly for the whole year and take the exam on November..

I am so happy!

Kim Chi Party!^^

2011-01-02T18:07:00.005+08:00

It was fun just now, my sis prepared Korean dishes for my friends=) I invited a few persons to my house to try the food. and I called it New Year party.. hahaha
three of them turned up and they enjoyed the food very much, my sis prepared the sam gyeop sal and kimchi soup then I prepared the fried Kimchi rice for them after watching my sis fried it last night.. hahahhaa and I used my mum homemade sour plum to serve them.. refreshing!

I think I can cook Korean cuisine now.. weee~~.. for those I didn't invite please don't be upset, the food are limited.. sorry.. hehehee~ by the way, I cooked the rice too much for them so they take away the leftover back home. and we tried Soju too(luckily we're not drunk).. wah! so much fun with them, trying something new during new year! ahahaha..

comments by,

Ada: Wah! I wanted to eat the sam gyeop sal very long ago.. during exam week, i was thinking about it so much, I'm so happy to get the chance to eat it today!

Esther: The soup is nice, this one too.. I like the soup, very nice.. hahaha I'm full but I still can eat these delicious food...=)

Katrine: I didn't drink sour plum beverage normally but this one nice..hahaha the food very nice only can get in Ming Qiu's house^^

Jun Chuan(suddenly appear in my house and I stuff the sam gyeop sal into his mouth): Eww~ so oily, not nice..=.=

Mashita!!~~(delicious in Korean)

Kawan, enjoy your new year with something new ya, gain new experience^^! no harm trying.. hahaha

fading-love-in-autumn

Safari!!!

Telephone

SL wedding ceremony

Sin Ling's wedding

my resolutions.

happy 2012=D

Sunrise

Christmas Eve

my working place

2 days left to work

Curly hair

STPM is over!^^

Early Christmas

You are the apple of my eye

Woot Woot!

Double Wedding

Hello December 2011

lovesick

random love#

Party Tonight!

Four more left..

STPM starts!

Welcome welcome!

dear foot..

Last Day of High School

Smile^^

farewell party 2011

Personality reading..

Grown-up Me

111111

Ah Bou's story

Happy retirement day

Dramatic Sunday

Check up (second round)

Ghost!

My beloved specs

No end

Check up (Round 1)

my Surgery

Farming or Gardening?

A door..

Bodhichitta Night

Chicken=D

Tedious

The Notebook

Just English

Already 19

LOve myself

RainDrop by IU

Dentist!

Happy 19th birthday=D

Getting married!

709 rally

TSD Championship 2011 (Free fighting) day 2

TSD Championship 2011 (Free fighting) day 1

TSD Championship 2011 (Formation)

Cub Prix 2011

a little empathy

our Glory in TiEC 2011

Double champ in one shot!

tomorrow?! TiEC competition.

Anonymous hacking Malaysia.gov tomorrow!

again, trip with him..

Just wanna be alone

Friends

last day before judgement day?

Exam ends=)

hahaha.. clover wedding competition.

TSD Friendly Match St. Anthony vs Horley Methodist

Zap me Collections=D

Flood in my schOol

ZAP Me!

It's time to run!

I'm RICH

I'm RICH because I have enough foodI'm RICH because I have a warm houseI'm RICH because I have Family loveI'm RICH because I have educationI'm RICH because I have everything that's enough for me to liveRich and poor is not about how much money you have, it's how you value the things in your life^^

this is my definition of I'M RICH=D

the poor don't really have what you're having now, so let's appreciate the food that you eat, the house that you stay, the clothes that you wear and the love that you received

lastly, don't say you're poor if you got everything that is sufficient for your living. This is how you can be rich!

We Will ROCK You!